Whatever You want…
Nobody can ever imagine how hard I prayed not for what I want but what ought to be. It was because somehow I knew deep inside that it was just me pushing for things to go my way, I was just too cowardly to shift gears and do a reverse.
But still, I still got a [...]
Thank You.
It’s one of those rare moments when I stop doing something for a while, and then all the “what ifs” and “what must have beens” for the last 2 months came rushing back again. Of course, I won’t be human to not feel any tinge of panghihinayang. But then again, it happened already. And as [...]
My six impossible things before breakfast.
“Alice laughed: “There’s no use trying,” she said; “one can’t believe impossible things.”
“I daresay you haven’t had much practice,” said the Queen. “When I was younger, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.”
One of the conversations I love from Alice. [...]
More crosses.
Somehow I felt surprised that it still came as a shock when I learned that my visa had been denied. Redundant, yarr. Anyway, the day after my last post I got the visa application result, and yeah, I’ve been denied. Did I say that I was silently asking for it? My gosh, this is one [...]
A welcome rejection.
As weird and ironic as it may seem, I am actually praying for a visa denial. Well, not really for me to be denied, but wishes for the denial as a “sign” that it is not yet time for me to go to Australia. I had been so confused these past days. I’m excited yet [...]